ZHAOJIE
임 초 결
status: SECRET :)
Temasek Poly.
Law and Management.
1LO4 x)
seventeen!!
13 march 1992
pisces baby
soft hearted XP
BLUR
forgetful
temperamental
choosy
complicated to know freedom worshipper
aint pretty spoilt =X
loves his attention.
♥♥♥ Yabsolute loves
♥SUPERMAN♥
♡ AUDREY ♡
♥ 김현중 ♥
yoghurt!
white && black!
HOLQA!!!
4integrity`o8
3integrity`o7
2diligent`o6
shopping baby eeyore
straight hair
marshmallows
taking pictures
going to romantic spots on this little dot of the map.
huggs.
♥♥♥ Ycravings
Updated on 18april.
new handphone MACBOOK(aluminium) the new ipod nano :)
go on a retail therapy
long straight hair
save lotsa money
read people's thoughts
not being rowdy
play pool well him♡
tutor my bro from 3 to 5! and he is still asleep =.= sian luhhs. D:
wonder what we gna do at night too. home alone. the house is awfully quiet. there's no one around.... x((( hope my sis brings us for a movie ^^
hais. will try to blog asap. cause once my bro awakes, the com is his and solely his. very demanding horhs? D:
off to worship BOA. and the worst part is, i still cant do the head thing. aaaaaaaah~~~~~~~
Friday, February 27, 2009
11:22 PM
yupp, so i successfully enrolled into temasek polytechnic's law and management. and the sad thing is, i duno who is gg to the same course as me :( but the happy thing is! i wont be going to school alone :DD
my sisters are mean, she says, "now you can try taking bus/mrt to school in the morning on your own!" it's like, i nvr go school in the morning on my own before lahhs. :((((( lucky got zac :DDDD
so, went to print my papers in yj hse. but cannot print lahhs. =.= duno why. damn sian lo. D:
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh. tried reaching home early. cause my parents are going abroad. :((((( damn bored leis!!!
for once, i miss them. hahahhahahaaaas. x)
and i did something damn sinful! ate spaghetti with plenty of cheese. den i went to cut a chunk out from the kraft, cheddar! and eat it alone. after that i ate strawberries and prunes. den i went to drink campbell soup. and i ate a few mouths of noodles soup. followed by chocolates! but it all ended well with CHOYA :DD
this is what i had for a short span of 4 hours! damn scary huh? im gna put on all the weight i lost. DAMN >.< hahahhaaaas. :x
1:18 PM
currently in not much mood to blog. will blog asap :DDDDDDDDDDDDD heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.
dont worry, im fine :) dance till body aches is the best way to slim down. ahahhahahahhaaaaaaaaaaas.
okayy, shall stop crapping. off to worship BOA. anyway! i've successfully enrolled. and im gg to school with my zahidah! ^^ love her love her. byebye XD
Thursday, February 26, 2009
1:59 PM
last night conversation goes like this...
lena : "zhaojie, how do i get to your house?" zhaojie : " depends on which bus you are taking. if you take 74 den alight after you see WHITLEY SECONDARY SCHOOL. but if you take 166/165/132 den you can alight at THOMSON CC and i will walk you guys over..." lena : "so if i take 74 i will alight after the secondary school, and if i take 166 i will alight at thomson cc?" zhaojie : "yes! :)" lena : "see you tomorrow! oh i mean later!" cause it's alr past midnight. zhaojie : "yupp! byebye !!"
so hours later....
zhaojie : "lena, are you reaching?" lena : " yes! a few more bus stops and i will reach thomson cc" zhaojie : " what abt chloe? " lena : " im not sure, oh wait! chloe calls..." den we 3 were talking tgt as lena joined calls. zhaojie : " chloe, where are you?" chloe : " im near the petrol station..." zhaojie : " i thought i said thomson cc?" chloe : " what?! you did? len said after the secondary school, i cant see any secondary school, so i alighted at the place i alighted before..." so chloe and lena was arguing and i hung up. hahhaaaaas.
you see, i think people like us, so blur blur kind, damn jialat. especially our friends. hahaaaas. for instance, i told rieka we are meeting in thomson plaza. but turns out to be that i told her we are meeting in thomson cc. but i didnt even remember saying it! this is the pathetic part. hahahaaas. sorry sorry! den now, lena tells chloe the wrong bus route. hahahahahaas, XD funny~
so all of us reached. siying lena chloe me... except yj. den we practice like for 4 hours ++ damn tiring lahhhs.
felt the song becoming slower... like damn shuang... hahhaaaaaaas.
but i injured my finger :( somehow it broke in the middle and it bleeds. :x
after everything, went to prata hse. :DDDDDDDD den accompany sy to thomson plaza, cause she needs to get assessment books for her sis. like so good hor? i buy for my bro i think he wont even touch lah. =.= and i bought plasters! like, $12++ damn ex lah! the first box is $1.65 the second is $10.95!!! the second only 5 pieces lahhs. expensive horhs? hahahahhahaaaaas. =.= cause it's blister plaster. damn ex lahhs.
after that den i walked home.... walking home alone now, seems more like a routine to me.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
1:44 PM
im bored stiff. so i've decided to blog!
:DD
met laoba at like 3++ for lunch. hahhahaaaaaaaaaas. i cab down somemore =.= cause i late till very jialat alr. but, i normally need 2 hours to prepare lo. this time i chiong alr! but still late =.= hahaaas.
went for pastamania and i get my angbao!! hurrrrrrayyyy~ couldnt finish what i ordered. cause i was basically screaming at him. hahahaaas. cause it's like damn long nvr see. so must catch up. but what he doesnt know is something that happened recently. that's why it causes my emotions to be unstable, resulting in screaming at him, hahahahaaas. sorry yah? cause he is an empathetic person.
because im feeling damn low, i wna watch movie! hahahaaas. so we watched k-20 legend of the mask. thanks for accompanying me yah.
&& you know! he is a good boyfriend that, he says if" she dun want me to watch with you den i will leave" like so shuang lahhhhhhhhh. hahahaaas.
okayy, enough of my craps. because of this idiotic movie which ended so late. i reach home and missed my chocolate fondue and western dinner! damn. what an expensive movie this is. =.=
ROAR!
2:57 AM
this is the second plaster!!!!
the first one was damn bloody which i throw away when i was "dancing" my way home.
hahahhaaaas.
and i walked bare footed =.=
lucky it was a short journey.
hahhahahaaaaaaaaas.
you see the heart shaped blood stain on the plaster?
hehehheheeees.
cooooooooooool right? =.=
but it hurts BIGTIME.
and walking home is still scary :((
and and! i got locked out of hse D:
lucky mum answered my phone :D
or i'll probably camp outside the door till 6am.
hahahhahahahaaaaaas.
so now im busy recalling steps,
well, people tt knows me,
knows that im damn,
absent minded
blur
forgetful
dumb
and blablabla.
well i've got lotsa bad points.
if i say everything out,
i'll probably type till like the next day and i dont have to sleep =.=
hehes.
and i think, im a pessimist.
:(((
oh wells, 힘내요!
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
3:02 PM
hip hop makes me strong :)
i'm not that girl you use to know, the girl who says yes and do everything tt makes you happy. the girl who gets you everything you wanted. please, im no longer her anymore. D:
because, i've always thought of you. when i asked myself "what about myself? what abt me? what do i get in the end?" everything changes. YOU ARE SELFISH. not me. i was selfless. but now, i've learnt a lot from you. I WILL BE SELFISH TO PEOPLE LIKE YOUONLY.
you are way too much.
2:18 PM
the price to pay for diverting my attention.
the awful blister that burst when i was having hip hop lessons :x
it hurts A LOT.
anyway,
woke up and wasn't feeling much body ache.
slightly better :DD
small movements are alright for now, but not big.
oh man, you see, zhaojie lacks of exercise.
and her joints remained stagnant for ages,
they turn rusty :((
they ache if she moves too much.
that's bad.
more work outs please!!! :)
yayy~
hip hop at 7 pm :DDD
love hip hop so much till it hurts.
hahahhahaaaaas.
cause hip hop requires lotsa strength.
needs to memorise lotsa steps.
and they are fast, so you must be agile and only focus on dancing.
and nothing else.
you see, with these, i can fully divert my attention :D
people always say, "aiya, dun think so much lah"
this is a very redundant sentence.
everyone knows that it is impossible not to think.
yet everyone still says so.
even me. =.=
i always say,"dun think so much, dun think so much"
and what i got in the end,
a face covered with tears and saying " i wont think abt it anymore"
i dont want this anymore.
it's not worth it.
so hip hop is like the best way out.
and i will make sure i make the best out of it :D
since im diverting all my attention to hip hop and nothing else.
even if i have a MILLION blisters on my foot [ damn disgusting =.= ]
it will not hurt as much as how you had hurt me.
i hate to say this, but....
나 너 싫어!
>.<
3:24 AM
말만하면 거짓말이잖아요
슬프다..
Monday, February 23, 2009
11:33 PM
woke up in the weirdest method today. i rolled down the bed, consciously. cause i cant sit up. my entire body ache so much, i cant move. so i chose to roll down the bed. lols.
ACHING lahhs :(((((( damn tiring toooooo :x
so continued my search for those pretty hip hop pants :DD meet sy at like, 1 plus in amk. cant find any in amk. so went to queensway? something like that, cant rmb the name :x but we are so lost, and i forgot my umbrella =.= so we had to like share 1 umbrella. hahahhaaaaaaas.
went in, and couldnt find any :(( wasted trip again? :(((( so ate laksa. and it's so spicy, i cant even finish it.
so went to novena after everything. accompany siying go and sign up for the course :)) heeeeees. den went to united square! the 'never say die' attitude of finding my hip hop pants! hahahahhaaaas. but cant find the super chio one. so i got something else instead! the colours are like damn yummy. hahahhahahahaaas. GREEN, YELLOW AND PINK! hahas. i bought 3 lahhs. gna buy the blue one soon :DDD hees. :c
den went to BEN'S AND JERRY. choco chip with cookie dough, yummmmmmyy~
den head to amk again. hahahhaaaaas. bought tank tops . and home!
i spent like $90++ today :( hahahahaaaaaaaas. didnt i just say recession? hahahhaaaas, i gotta save !! :((((
hope my body wont ache so badly tml :( cause hip hop starts tml D: hahahhahahahaaaaaaas. :x
Sunday, February 22, 2009
11:58 PM
woke up like, 8AM again. :(((((((((((((((( this time cause gg for hip hop lessons. and yes!
we tried to be early, but ended up on the dot. cause of some so very notGENTLEMEN MALES. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh. some more they laughed at us when we were like late. cause we had to change and sign up stuffs.
yucks! they are so mean, and they dance like some SHIT. D: i love choon hui :DD hees. i love her hip hop pants! damn D: it's HELL PRETTY LAHHS. and her voice is like damn sexy. gosh, she's so nice and funny and cute. most importantly, I LOVE HER VOICE. :D
den we are hell tired , hungry, exhausted and thirsty! went to hong kong cafe :DD and my son!!!! ^^ hahahahhaaaaaaas. he seriously look hideous. although it's the pairing up of 2 quite not bad looking ppl. hahahhahaaaas XD anyway, he's like damn filial. while his mum is having hip hop lessons, he is working diligently :) hahahahaaas, good up bringing i must say, proud of this son you know! hahas. im CRAPPING.
den went to spot light! accompany sy to buy some stuffs. den we headed to tpy. wanted to buy the hip hop pants. but cant find D: hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas.
wasted trip! den go home lo. :DDD
i've found a job :) 1 hr $20. hahahaas, teach my brother maths :D so teach him for 2h30mins. so i've got $50!!! hees :DDD
ok, i vomitted 2 h 30 mins of blood. hahhahahaaas. :x if you know what i mean =/
den im so darn tired, i zonked off like immediately. lols :x
Saturday, February 21, 2009
11:50 PM
woke up like damn early today :D
cause i know it's the last lesson. cant be late. :(
so ended up, i was waiting for lena,
and she aint late as well!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
same train with soya bean teacher somemore.
XD
she so cute luhh.
hehheeees :x
so last lesson was fast.
:((((((((
got the pretty cert!!!
lovely~
took picture with her too!
heees. i look hell weird here. hahahahaaas. she is damn TALL :D and i love her XD
helped yj check out the timing and schedule for jap lesson. den went to novena to look for chloe. yj hopped onto the same train as us :D den went to make payment, den we were lost at that place :( damn! and it was raining like HELL.
we found the place , made the payment, and headed for lunch :DD macs! hahahaaaas. i was stereotyping. and i know i cant do that. i hope i wont any more. :x cause i know not all of them are like him. :)
den lena had to go off, cause her sis was crying at home. chloe had to go off cause she had hip hop at 4 pm. den yj and i went to kinokuniya. and let me tell you! there's this huge shelf there , learning japanese. but there's no korean! :( damn, they are BIAS. den there are like assessment books on jap. but not korean, korean only had like some guidebooks. =.= i want assessments luhh. also dun have :( walked to cineleisure there, also dun have :( SAD. i wna mug on korean also cannot. D:
den went home. changed and blablabla den meet yj jasmine and rieka. hahahahhahaaaas. shit! i told rieka thomson cc, when i thought i said thomson plaza =.= so paiseh lahhs. im like so blur D: sorry sorry! :(((
went home ard 11 plus den walked tt creepy road again :( it's damn scary okayy.
Friday, February 20, 2009
10:58 PM
accompany jasmine go study after i left yj house! hahahhahaaaaaas. skipped family dinner =/ at some restaurant. D: gosh, that's bad.
anyway, met her in thomson plaza's starbucks! she did probability. the topic which i was damn good in last time. i lost touch and i was alienated from maths. hahahhahahaaaaaas.
anyway, i studied my korean cause tml is the last day! and im gna have my pretty certificate :D im so gna miss my soya bean teacher. :(( grrrrrrrrrrrrh.
starting intermediate korean, most prob like, 14 march :DDDD another $370 is gna fly away~~~ not inclusive of GST somemore. but lucky, i continue from basic, so got like $50 discount. =.= btr than nothing lahhhs. cause now recession leis. hahhaaaas.
must save money :X so went home at like eleven plus. walk that creepy road again. :(( zhaojie! be brave. nothing will be able to hurt you as much as he did. so dont worry, you will be fine :D
3:59 PM
Glam Slam Dance Competition 2007. something Integrity has been hardworking, and united for :) those that didnt take part were also very encouraging.
Mr Ong at that time was much loved! they say a married man, is a changed man. YES! 4I'08 is the best judge for this change. and this change seriously dampens everyone's mood. sad yet unchangeable :(
Dance Partners:
Aaron with Shimin Nita with Jinhan Mr Ong with Yanjun Yuki with Ruofan Junchai with Zhaojie
:DDDDDDDDDD
those practices were fun and enjoyable, it will forever be etched in our minds, practice from right after school till the school had to close. tiring yet worthwhile.
:) Mr Ong, if you didnt change, probably, the whole class will leave the school with the mindset that you are the coolest teacher we ever had. but, your change made all of us think otherwise. empty promises were what we got even at the last event of school. we dont need someone that had to be for us everytime, we can all understand that you have a family. but you should at least keep the promises you made to us. At least then, we will still respect you as a responsible teacher.
2:46 AM
i woke up at like, 3pm. ahahhahahhhaaaaaas. den my mum was like complaining. cause i on the air con since like 10 pm to the next day 3pm. lols :x
hmmmmmmmm, woke up and finish my drama! ate fried porridge :D yummy yummy!! ate my first meal at like 5 plus. weird timing. >.< so i didnt had dinner.
:x went out around ten plus. hongkong cafe! met yj and had ice milk tea ^^ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~
talked, bitched and laughed. :DDDDDDDDD fun! den cabbed to her house :D cause no more bus alr! we left the place at 130am like tt. hahahahhaaaaaas.
den now im finally free to blog. damn! without com is like hell for me.
well, somehow i made up my mind ^^ i know what im gna do next. cause waiting at home and worrying isnt the life for me anymore. i want to be loved like every other girls deserve, cause i dont think i've done any wrong things. i have treated him bloody well. like the best amongst all my boyfriends. am i wrong to say that? well, no point crying over spilled milk. i've learnt my lesson and so, i should at least deserve some decent love right?
i dont want or expect much. just someone that love me as much as i do. but why is someone so simple, so difficult to find.
those that i love, dont love me. those that love me, i dont love. maybe i should give everyone a chance, as for me, i deserve a chance too right? just like everybody else. im a human too.
:)
Thursday, February 19, 2009
5:21 AM
i need pedicure like asap. hahhahahahaaaas. my toenails are awful. especially when the nail polish is coming off like mad. rawwwwr~
i want pretty nails D:
2:47 AM
well, saw mayflowerians in thomson plaza today!
lower sec :D
i think sec1 if im not wrong.
looking at them, made me think of myself.
i miss those sec 1 years,
carefree, roaming abt popular.
buying some nicest pens and notebooks to school.
well, that was me.
and seeing them just puts a smile on my face :)
cause i miss being like them too.
now i finally unds why adults always say,
you wont want to grow up.
yet the young ones will always dream of getting their freedom and wearing pretty shoes and clothes to work.
adults always says, the more you grow,
the more problems and difficulties you will face.
and more stress too, that's part of growing up.
yeah, i understand, partially i think?
cause im not really a grown up yet.
the difficulties and problems im facing is alr up to the brim.
i cant imagine going any further.
i dont mind shrinking a couple of inches.
lose a couple of knowledge.
lose some experience.
if i can earn back those smiles and happiness.
it's not that i aint happy now.
but it's that i aint as carefree as before.
last time, if i can just get a new notebook,
i'd probably write everything in it.
and being really happy about having a new book i bought, with my own pocket money, and not my mum's.
but now, even getting 10 notebooks cant even feel the excitement of having to hide the book, afraid tt your mum will find out you are actually wasting money buying notebooks than keeping yourself full.
because , satisfying yourself when you are younger is easier.
than satisfying yourself now.
cause now, you know many more things and you want many more things.
and if you cant get it, you aint satisfied, and thus you aint happy.
when im young,
i get by my day,
hoping my parents dont find out that i have been talkative in class.
hoping my teacher wont complain.
if i get past the night, i will tell myself, i wont talk in class tml.
but the same things happen, and i start worrying again.
but now, there are so many more,
you want to be happy, you want your friends to be happy and your love ones to be happy too.
although i wont care if the teacher calls and tells my mum im talkative,
but things changes
and priorities changes too.
because you know you aint living for yourself anymore,
you cant be that selfish, what ever you do , you have to think of the consequences.
look at that picture i posted,
i smiled, so... widely.
was i really happy then?
i only knew times in secondary school were full of excitement, enthusiasm and also anxiety.
somehow? hahahhahahahahahhaaaas.
yeah sometimes u feel nervous, uptight when discipline masters walks past you and you know you are wearing your shortest skirt that day,
damn!
you pray you dont get caught,
you hope someone elses' long hair distracts his attention from your skirt,
and when you are in a safe zone
you tell yourself, im gna hide this skirt at the bottom of my cupboard and nvr wear this again! im gna wear my longest skirt tml.
but does this really happens? well, no. :)
you do this again, and starts worrying will i get caught?
but now priorities changes again.
i've graduated and moved to a poly.
no matter if i have long nails,
i dye my hair and blablabla.
i wont get caught, unless i skip lessons that is!
but right now, im neither in a poly nor a secondary school.
and we are like, bloated. i cant even finish my last 2 mouth of egg prata. so full i can vomit alr. but i wonder how we eat things like mad last time. like, we are hardly full.
so went to thomson plaza to check out some pricing. saw yanjun weiyu and nicholas there too. den when they leaving, we are entering! lols =.=
so went to check out. den actually gg to meet another person. but suddenly tt person got something on. 因为不知道，所以害怕. yeah, it's like im on tenterhooks. the feeling of uneasiness. suffocates me to DEATH. roarrr~
so after everything, went to buy 3 tomatoes for my mum! lucky siying with me :D cause i duno how to choose, :x PATHETIC. yeah, call me noob lahs. like i care. lols :x heheeeees =/ but i will learn lahhs. when time comes :DDDD
so went home with her XD den we watched video with my brother online! :DDDDDD okayy that's abt all. >.<
accompany her to bus stop den byebye! hahas. D:
back home and use com alr :x && im gna like say this here! i lost my one and only, very very very VALUABLE, super super irreplaceable, (okayy, it is replaceable if i pay like $100 and a police report) identification card D: rahhh~ i hate my short term memory now! where the hell is it luhhs. >.< "
i hate the suspense! x(
2:16 AM
i did what you asked, hmm, deleted the post.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
11:11 PM
your words had put me to much thinking.
you asked me to forget the past and start afresh.
you said you wont do the mistakes again.
but can i trust you?
i want to trust you very much...
but there's this part of me that's holding me back.
im afraid you know?
but it seems like im having a split personality now.
a part of me says give you a chance, you will change.
but another part of me says the direct opposite.
it's like my heart and brain aint saying the same thing.
my heart ask me to forgive and forget.
my brains says i will be hurt again.
my heart says everyone deserves another chance,
especially when he even went on such huge extent to ask for forgiveness.
my brain says i gave him too much chance and he dont even cherish a single one of it.
my heart says i cant live without him.
my brain says you will learn to live without him.
my heart says im mean and feels guilty of posting the post.
my brain says thats just your emotions, there's nothing wrong.
my heart aches so badly when he is hurt
my brain says he got his just desserts.
the only thing they are unison is,
i still love you.
and im very sure abt that.
you said you really wanted me,
and dont want to lose me.
i hope its true.
cause i've decided to follow my heart,
if there's any more heart breaks,
i will just ...
i dont know what i will do either.
just i hope you will change this time round :D
im giving you another chance,
cause i believe,
i believe, you will change.
someday, somehow :)
i love you, as a good friend.
사랑은 너야...
처음 만난 그 날부터 너야...
그 끝이 결국 눈물이라면 흘릴께...
i hope you can unds what i mean :X
8:14 PM
so i went to school today :D sorry laoba. hehe, couldnt have lunch with you. cause i had something urgent, i should say :D
so went to top up card in 7-11. den saw pocky milk. hehe ^^ thought of rieka, so bought for her lo. heeees. can say is thank her bahs. :D
went to school, but she is not out yet. so went to talk with someone else. he said he wanted to clarify some stuffs.
well, i duno what to say abt it. and can i really trust you? i bought 7 packets of tissues there. but used only 2 pieces.
i imagined myself to cry you a river. but lucky i didnt. my eyes swell like mad. and too, my heart ache like mad.
because all you think is for yourself. have you ever thought abt me? everything i did for the past few months, is all abt you. all for you. everyday before i sleep, i still wonder, have you sleep yet? how's your school that day. i've put u in front of everything. even in front of myself. i can go without food for days just to buy you something you wanted. and now you are saying, i didnt thought of you when i posted the previous post.
i treated you so nicely, hoping that you will realise. but did you? last holiday, i heard the entire conv when i was in siying's hse. but i chose not to believe my ears. i gave you a chance to explain the next day. but in turn, you malign her of ruining the relationship. if you cant rmb, perhaps u can go over to siying's blog and check it out. if i believed my ears tt day. and to not even have a slightest decision of forgiving your words. and letting it go. perhaps i wont feel so hurtful now. perhaps, if i listened to siying and to let you go. but i didnt, because you were my priority at that time.
so please dont say i never thought for you. cause it's an insult to what ever i had done for you. and , it hurts me a lot to hear someone i care so much, saying i dont care at all.
the reason i blog this song, is probably the 2 sentence above ^^ heheeeeeees.
it's true. just tt we pretend not to know it. dont think girls are dumb :D cause girls are said to be the most evil creature on earth. you just have not tasted what it's like to be treated by a evil woman. thats all. :)
hmm, but, kind advice dont try, it will definitely not be nice :)
this song is nice :D
12:46 PM
so have been msging rieka like, till twelve plus last night. den we kept saying goodnight, but none of us actually sleeps =.= hehe. :x
so yeah, i didnt sleep. maybe doze of for like 20 mins. den was waken up again. oh well, something creepy happened.
i was so pissed off last night tt i couldnt sleep. so i was very irritated even when honey was by my side. so i threw honey to the floor and tried to get some rest. okayy, i know it's a mean thing to do D: and i feel very guilty throwing honey down :(
but the moment i woke up, like 20 mins ltr, honey is beside me again! damn, this is creepy. or maybe subconsciously, i carried honey back up? who knows? :x
but it's still creepy though. so it was soon 6 plus. it means i can message! hahas, cause ppl are awake. so i hide under the blanket to msg them. when i finish messaging, i realise the sky is bright! and i cant sleep anymore. so yahh, i went to bathe and here i am blogging.
you know, it feels so good that i have someone to go through this with me. cause we both have been hurt the same way. just tt she knew it, i didnt. but oh well, i know it now right? hees. thanks a million Rieka :D really THANK YOU. ^^
and thanks for those ppl who are concerned :) my heart goes out to all of you! :))
URGENT MESSAGE TO MY ASS:
I NEED PRATA HOUSE BADLY.
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.
Monday, February 16, 2009
4:09 AM
i love my marshy!!
and it's super big. hahahaaaaas.
and soft and comfy~
hahahhahahaaaaaas.
love it. :D
but i sure wont neglect my honey though.
definitely not :X
my honey has been to places as far as japan okay!
hahas.
crapping too much :D
gotta sleep soon, or i cant wake up tml =/
and dad will kill me.
hahahhaaaas. x)
4:03 AM
ookay, so i told myself that i had to sleep before twelve from today onwards. but seems like it's 4am and i've not yawn a single time. my body clock has changed, tremendously. and that's bad.
and so! i was thinking for a name for my cupido. and brainstorming with ppl as well. den i said it's white, soft and fluffy! so we came with a conclusion, marshmallow :D but it's too long for a name, so we ended with MARSHY XD woooo~ i love marshy the cupido :DD blehs.
being extremely bored, i played pet society again and lvled up! weeeeeee~ new stocks are coming in tml >.< gotta check those out! hahas. :x
goodluck for those ppl having common test tomorrow :) love you, goodnight and sweetdreams.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
9:42 PM
Happy Valentines Day,
i love you
joseph! you see, it's from taka.
not changi airport!
not given by indian okayy >.<
lols.
size comparision :DD
it's my super big CUPIDO.
yayyyy!
thank you siying :DDD
touched till can cry :( cupido!!! ^^ i want to give it a name :D think of a name!!!! hahahhahaaaaaaaaas. i wonder i should hug this or honey to sleep! hahhahaaaaas XD pretty chocolates XD
the inside is pretty too XD
i took so long to open it.
cause it's too pretty, i dun wna open.
but i still did. :D
see the different patterns XD
hahahaaas. pretty :D
nice right?
thank you XD
8:38 PM
didnt blog for a few days. :x hmm... cant remember much. but just shopping movies and supper! lols :x
shopping was hell loads of fun! i spent like $400 ++ on i duno what. clothes! food! diy stuffs! there's even a day when im left with just 10cents in my wallet! how pathetic . :x but i soon top it up with more $50 notes! wee, and the next moment, they are gone again :(
i spent hell loads of money on my valentine's gift :x spent like 3 nights sleeping at wee hours, thinking of what to do to it and doing it. when i wrote tt letter, i told myself, life is a drawing without an eraser. so i had to do things with no regrets. cause i want my drawing to be pretty :DD
taka sales, pazzion sales and m)phosis sales are killers! they sweep me off my feet. :DD
gave the present to you know who! wahahhaaaaas. and of course it's pretty beyond words. just kidding :x hahas. cant praise myself like tt right? but that's what he said! he said he's so touched and it's pretty. omg omg, that is good enough :D my hardwork paid off !
okayy, so VALENTINES is FABULOUS XD hahahhahahahaaaas. i was out with someone i spend 3 valentines with. weeeeeeee~~~~~~~ i love my ASS. hahahahahaas.
so we walked all the way to shimin's hse to give her a letter. gosh, her hse is like a maze, i've been there before, and we still got lost :x blame it on our poor directions :x
den went to look for guangliang, they were at thomson cc singing. so went over and ASS feets were sore due to her heels!! lols. >.< so we went to book another room and sang for like 1 hour. we realise how bad we were and lucky we didnt share it with guangliang weitong and guoming. hahas. we spent hell long figuring out the control, although guangliang taught me alr, but i still cant seem to find the songs i want. :x dumb me.
den we headed over to citylink :D NEW YORK NEW YORK! cause i wanted the pumpkin soup, which i have been craving for weeks. but the stupid celebration menu :( no more pumpkin soup. raarrrh~ but the fun thing is, the tables at our side kept thinking we are les. :DDDDDDDD den we tried acting like one. hahahhaaaaaas. :x that's bad. hees.
but i dun mind turning les for her lah, ASS ah, beware leis. hahas :x jkjk. c'mon lah, i see the things she did for me, can cry lahhhhhh. but lucky i see on bus, so i had to control my tears. if not make up smudge liao den very ugly. =/ lols. oh man, i dun think my chocolates are even worthy of the "album" from im 13 to 17 leis. omg omg! but mine is healthy chocs! the antioxidants in 2 cubes of it is equivalent to 5lbs of apples! you see, i love u so much. care for your health :D
den i've got pretty chocs and my long loved dooodoll :D cupido! i love it like since last year, finally someone buy it for me. :D i rmb it being quite ex, thats why i didnt buy it. i duno who is this person, so dun ask me :x cause it's outside my door when i see it. && to this person, you know who you are! so if you view this, i wna THANK YOU A LOT A LOT. hahahhahahahhahahahaaaaas. cause i love it :D and your chocolates are pretty too. yummy as well ^^V thank you yahs!
so i've decided to learn another instrument :D wakakakkakakaaaaas. secret ! dun tell anyone first XD an instrument that dun need much wrist involvement XD that's what my teacher to be said. im gna tell my mummy abt it!
ohya ASS ah. we forget to take pics tgt :(( how can tt be possible. D: hahas. okayy! thanks for you wonderful company. I LOVE YOU till your bones. okayy, i love you more than i love yunho. damn, that's a lot. hahahhaaaas :x means i have to love you till your bone marrows! gosh, im crapping again. :x
hehe. played pet society from the moment im awake! now im lvl 27 :DD like finally. hahas XD
♥KARYL!
